Zeeyqa I.

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I judge people to easily from my first impression. I'd rather wait forever for a perfect guy, than settle for anybody. I'm unpredictable and spontaneous. I try to be forgiving. I enjoy being unique. I'd rather have fun and look immature than care what people think. Sometimes, I'm really confident, other times I feel insecure. I'm opinionated and stubborn but I'm loyal, sincere and caring. I always try to see the best in you... even if you annoy me.

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

I might be saying goodbye

Good morning/evening, people.

It's 4:30 am right now and I know you're surprise that I will wake up that early just to online/whatsoever. Well, you're wrong, sweetheart. I didn't sleep, actually. You really think that I will wake up at 4 am? Are you crazy? Even it's about Justin Bieber, I won't wake up because sleep is better than anything. Even for school, I can't wake up that early.

It's been two days since I didn't sleep like normal people do. Yesterday and today. You must be wondering what the fuck I did. Well, chatting with my friends. Yes, they aren't normal, too, just like me. They don't sleep early. They sleep when people are awake. HAHA! Yeah, yeah. We're not normal. We're OUT OF THE ORDINARY.

Anyway, I just want to say this:


It's obvious that you couldn't care less about me.
That’s okay, I’ll just be here wasting my time like I usually do.
You know, just hurt me even more without realizing... Oh and without trying.


Bye! :)

Sunday, June 5, 2011

Oh, Justin Bieber!

Oh, heyyyy!

This post is going to be about Justin Bieber. The guy that million of girls are dying for to be with. The guy that million of girls say that he's the hottest and cutest guy in the world. I'm one of the girls. Of course I am, DUH! Everyone knows that I'm obsessed with him.

The reasons why I like him:

Cuteness and hotness
He is cute and hot to me, like seriously. His adorable faces really make me melt. My heart is always melting when I see a picture of him

Unique voice
His voice may not that really good but he has a unique voice which is cute. ;)

Caring
He cares about his fans. He gave free tickets to his fans to his concert.

Playful
He is playful. (I like playful guys) But, he'll be serious when he needs to be it. :)

Believer
He believed that his dreams will come true and... they did. He is a singer, a song writer, an actor. He makes a good example to all of his fans. TO BELIEVE that dreams do come true.

That's the top five reasons why I like him. I don't just like him. I like love him. ;)

But then...

When he's starting to date Selena Gomez, the girl that I used to hate because of she had an issue with Miley Cyrus (used to be a big fan of Miley). I don't "used" to hate Selena Gomez. I still hate her... even more now. There was this one time when I started to like her but then I hate her again because of all these dramas about her and Justin Bieber. My sister said I'm jealous, that's why I hate her again. That's true but, I won't hate hate her that much just because of that. Justin Bieber isn't mine so why should I hate her? It's not like she's taking him from me. Duhh!

Justin Bieber changed, okay? Everyone change. I know. But he changes to someone... I don't know how to explain. Not a kidrauhl anymore? If you don't know what kidrauhl is, just shut the fuck up. AND, BTW, if you don't want to read this post, don't because I know some of you are Justin Bieber's haters and I don't mind. Back to the topic.

He changed since he's dating that animal abuser, Selena Gomez. He wouldn't be like this if he's not dating Selena Gomez so screw her. I don't really blame Selena Gomez. It's not her fault. Maybe a little because MAYBE Selena Gomez controls Justin Bieber too much like Justin Bieber is a controller for her to control. It's just a maybe, okay. I didn't say it's true.


The reason why some celebrities said that because... well, first, (s)he is loosing too many fans so (s)he doesn't want that happen so he said that. Second, because (s)he really means it. Some people think Justin Bieber was just tweeting that because he really mean it. Some said no. I think he just doesn't want to lose his fans. Lots of people are tweeting, "Justin Bieber isn't kidrauhl anymore." or "Justin Bieber is such a dick right now." or "I think I'm not a belieber anymore." or "I used to idolize Justin Bieber but now, I don't. Sorry, Bieber." and so on. I didn't tweet those kind of stuffs even though I feel like want to do it.

The reason why Beliebers or ex-Beliebers said that is because... he's dating Selena Gomez. Some Beliebers are so jealous so they stopped loving Justin Bieber but some Beliebers hate the fact that they're dating. Not because of jealousy but because Justin changed. Before Justin Bieber dates Selena Gomez, Justin Bieber is sooooooooo wayyyyy different. ONLY OLD BELIEBERS KNOW WHAT THE FUCK I AM TALKING ABOUT. New Beliebers won't because new beliebers like Justin Bieber because he's hot or maybe because he's dating Selena Gomez and on. But old beliebers like Justin Bieber because he's different. Yuuuknowww what I mean, right, old beliebers? xD

There are lots of true or maybe fake rumors about Justin Bieber.

First:


I don't think this is real, though. All the DMs were FIVE SECONDS AGO? Seriously? Haters, if you want to make us hate Justin Bieber, think logically lah bah. -.-

Second:



This one? Not quite sure if it's real or not but I got that from Twitter. If it's true, wow, Selena. What's so funny about it, bitch? -.-

The comments:


Look at the fourth comment. See? (S)He didn't make sure if it's real or not. Dia sudah cakap begitu. Fans can automatically hate you, Justin Bieber if they see something bad even though they don't make sure if it's real or not.

I don't know if it's real, okay. I'm just telling. I really hope it's not true because if it's true, WOW. Sweet because he wants to focus with his girlfriend only but he has to remember, he has fans. MILLIONS of fans. If he is just a normal guy, not a celebrity I mean, it's okay lah for him to say that but too bad, he's not.

Some people said that Selena Gomez is just using Justin Bieber for fame. Poor Justin. But, whatever. It's Justin's life. Why the hell should I even bother, again? Oh, right. Because I'm a biebsessed. I mean, I was a biebsessed. I had to know every single thing about Justin Bieber. What happed to his life and blah, blah, blah. I am now, just a normal belieber. I know, I'm being too dramatic about this. Eff myself.

Bye!

P/S: I swear to God that I'm going to think myself as an idiot after reading what I typed. NOW, after I read it back, I really do feel like an idiot but I don't want to erase all those shits I typed. I typed for more than 5 minutes, dude. If I erase it, buang masa lah aku pergi type so yeah, I'm just going to click the PUBLISH POST and let my readers of my blog read it.

Saturday, June 4, 2011

Factors that can break a relationship

Hello, ladies and gentlemen. This is going to be a very short post. You know what I'm going to talk about right? The title says itself. I don't know why I'm posting about this but, yeah...


Factors that can break a relationship:

  • Third Party
  • Distance
  • Less time for each other
  • Less communication
  • Little love fights that turn into a huge trouble
  • Pride
  • Sex
  • Unwanted pregnancy
  • Parents
  • Couple’s choice


Just an information for you and MYSELF to know. Kbaiiiii! :)

Friday, June 3, 2011

A very sweet couple


Aren't they sweet? As if he's showing off that I'm his, and I'm not sure why, but I love it. :') This is why I love tumblr so much. A lot of sweet and touching stories you can read. :D If only... there's someone... Well, I'm not going to continue that. BYE! :D

Thursday, June 2, 2011

The type of my guy

Hey, there.

I'm bored, as usual. I know, I know. I told you that a zillion of times. I don't have a life right now, yuuuknnowww. I'm waiting for the video to finish load. It is almost done now and I hope I won't click the "X" button accidentally just like what I did last night.

Anyway, while I'm waiting for the video to finish load, I wanna say something about... well, did you read the title? If you did, you know what I wanna talk about, right? Hehe!

Every girl in this world has their own type of guy including me. What's my type?



A guy who will love me for who I am no matter what I do.
A guy who is afraid of losing me.
A guy who will always support me.
A guy who is not afraid to show the world that I'm his.
A guy who doesn't ignore me when he is with his friends.
A guy who doesn't really care if I hang out with guys but still get jealous.
A guy who knows how to take of me.
A guy who will protect me from anything even though he knows he's not strong enough.
A guy who understands me.
A guy who doesn't care if I act weird all the time.
A guy who will send me sweet messages.
A guy who will send me a good morning message every morning.
A guy who I can tell all my secrets to and he won't tell anyone about it.
A guy who will always call me just to say that he misses me or stuffs like that.
A guy who will always say I LOVE YOU to me.
A guy who cares about my feelings.
A guy who tells me beautiful instead of cute, hot or blahblahblah.
A guy who does everything first not me like... he should text me first not me. GEDDIIT? :D
A guy who doesn't care about what his friends think about me.
A guy who smells good.
A guy who has nice eyes.
A guy who doesn't lie to me about anything.
A guy who has a nice smile.
A guy who has a great sense of humor.
A guy who is not selfish.
A guy who will spend his money for me. (What I'm trying to say is, he's not a stingy person)
A guy who allows me to hang out with his friends.
A guy who can make me feel love.
A guy who doesn't get jealous very easily.
A guy who is sensitive.
A guy who can play any instruments/sing.
A guy who is good in sports.
A guy who is smart but not a nerd.


I think that's it. Well, there's actually more but that is what I can think of right now. I'm so blank. The bold ones are the most important types of my guy. I'm not trying to say I don't love my boyfriend, okay? Don't think that way, puhlease. I love him.

I used to say that Justin Bieber is the puhhrrfectt guy but... I just don't think he is right now. Buat2 kecewa sebab dia sama Selena Gomez. LOL. I'm joking. I'm happy for them. They're a sweet couple and plus, I'm starting to like Selena Gomez. She's cute and SOME of her songs are great. Just some, okay? Not all.

Why am I talking about Justin Bieber and Selena Gomez? Pfft.

Well, gotta go, peeps. BYE!